Saturday, March 19, 2011

saya seorang yang tipikal

suatu masa dahulu, tidak pernah terlintas di kepala untuk menyertai dunia call centre... ini adalah kerana:
orang kerja di call centre hanya lepasan SPM

oi! betapa ceteknya pemikiran pada suatu masa dahulu... rupa-rupanya saya adalah melayu yang tipikal... memandang pada kerjaya yang belum pasti menjadi milik kita... konon-kononnya mahu menjadi seorang pensyarah dan juga penulis yang terkenal... tapi hakikatnya, tak pandai pun menulis...

kenapa tiba-tiba timbul isu melayu tipikal? kerana mak ada bertanya kepada saya baru-baru ini...
sebelum ni, pernah tak terfikir orang-orang yang kerja kat call centre tu ade kelulusan universiti?
=.= dengan pantas menggelengkan kepala
ini menunjukkan kemungkinan yang mak saya juga berfikiran melayu tipikal...

kalau diikutkan, boleh saja saya menjadi seorang pendidik kerana itu adalah kelulusan yang saya sandang. namun, mungkin GPA yang diperoleh tidak begitu mantap yang menyebabkan saya tidak dapat menjawat jawatan seorang pensyarah mahupun tutor.

lantas, saya pun pergilah interview untuk menyertai sebuah call centre... alangkah terkejut bukan kepalang kerana mereka semua mempunyai kelulusan sekurang-kurangnya Diploma... terasa diri amat jahil kerana berfikiran kolot! walaupun ada yang hanya lepasan SPM namun mereka sentiasa ingin memajukan diri...

haih! terasa diri ini sangat melayu... berfikiran sempit... harap-harap saya dimaafkan.. ^.^V

Monday, February 28, 2011

work part 2: isnin, jumaat dan hari hujan di KL

Isnin, 28 Februari 5:15 pm

Hujan turun dengan lebatnya... terlalu lebat sehingga mengaburi pandangan mata. Terkebil-kebil mata hendak fokus pada jalan raya yang sudah ditakungi air. Kiri kanan pemandu memperlahankan kereta. Laju-laju nanti free2 je eksiden~

Dalam hati berkata (bukan menyumpah seranah ye... hujan itu rahmat Allah)... KL, bukan KL lah nama nya kalau tidak jam. Tersekat dengan kesesakan lalulintas ditambah pula dengan hujan yang lebat sedikit sebanyak menggugat iman untuk berkata-kata kasar. Namun disabarkan hati dengan mengatakan bahwa orang lain juga mahu pulang menemui keluarga. Mereka juga bekerja seharian dan memandu pulang dalam keadaan lelah. 

Tiba-tiba terpandang pula si penunggang motor. Kasihan kerana terpaksa meredah hujan tanpa ada apa-apa teduhan kecuali baju hujan mahupun jaket yang dipakai. Ada juga yang sudah basah lecun tapi masih gagah merempuh dugaan-Nya. Timbul sedikit keinsafan dihati.

Tersekat selama 20 minit di Bulatan Pahang menimbulkan kebosanan di hati. Mujur hari ini memandu MYVi. Dapatlah mendengar lagu di RED.FM. Kalau memandu kereta kesayangan, alamatnya habislah bateri handphone. Selepas melepasi bulatan tersebut, mahu rasanya memecut laju agar cepat sampai ke rumah. Namun memikirkan juga kesemalatan diri dan juga umat sejagat. 

Dalam penuh kosentrasi memandu, terlintas satu pertanyaan dibenak... Kenapa setiap hari Isnin, Jumaat dan hari hujan, KL akan menjadi sesak sehingga menyakitkan jiwa raga? Jika difikir-fikirkan, tiada penyebab sebenar kesesakan lalu lintas tersedut... Pernah juga ku utarakan pada mak "ade jin kot yang buat jalan jam..." Ya, mungkin itulah jawapan yang sesuai. 

Jin tersebut adalah kita sendiri sebagai pemandu... Kerana terlalu mengikut kata otak, maka menyusahkan orang lain... Mahukah kita menjadi jin tersebut? Itulah persoalannya...

Sunday, February 27, 2011


i used to have a crush on this guy...

he's weird but he's a good friend
he have a lot going on in his life so people tend to think he is paranoid or a bit wacko...
to tell the truth, i used to think that too...

i came across this pic while browsing for a new profile pic for my blog

i really missed him...
he's my doctor phil
he's my best friend at school
i acknowledge that but i dunno if he felt the same way...

i dunno why, when i look at his pic
i feel that i really missed him...

we have lost contact with each other...
the last time we talked is after raya..
it's such a long time already

i tried messaging him the other day but no reply

he blocked every one from his college years out...
i know he is doing exactly that...

if Allah willing it,
i am sure i will see him again...

dude,
i really miss you~

work part 1

okay... i know i haven't been updating lately... so now i will tell you about my wok, as the title suggests....

it's been almost three months now that I've been working. not much to tell... but i love my job. well, 3 months is a short time to say that i really like it but somehow i knew i like it... get it?

here's the chronology of my working period:

early December: went for interview at wisma dang wangi. the interview is at 10 am... finished by 4 pm. took the train and reach home around 5.30 pm. 15 minutes later received a call saying that i got the job! wow!

13 December: 1st day. went for training for 1 week. met new friends... liking the place already...

22 December: hit the call floor. start making calls to sell insurance. have great team leader... love the environment so much... fall in love already!

just before new year: make 1 sale... so proud for finally cracking the egg!

towards the end of January: the worst month for me... no sales at all. have to meet the former senior manager. got recommended for inbound call center from my team leader. went for the interview with the team managers.. accepted the offer.

2nd February: 1st day in inbound call center. just brief introduction....

7th February: attending 5 weeks training for customer service. this week i answered 25 calls... so proud of my self. i really like this job and falling in love with it. i don't know why but i'm liking it... maybe my skills are in this area... lovin' it...

so that's all for now....

Saturday, February 12, 2011

clearing up the mind

it's been a while since i write... a lot of things have happen between sept 2010 and feb 2011...

first of all, i finished my practicum with flying colours.

secondly, i am no more unavailable (i guess the V works... *not entirely*)

thirdly, i am a career woman now.

finally, i am 55% satisfied with my accomplishments.

why 55% only, you may ask... this is because i still have a long journey in life. i have never set any goal before in my life that is until i went for my trainings. what training? just trainings for my job. both training that i attended required me to set a goal. so, finally here is my final goal...

my goal(s):

1. be the best in what i do.

2. pay off at least a quarter of my education loan... (rm ** ***) before i reach the age of 30 years old.

3. be financially stable within 2 and a half years.

4. own a house by 30 years old.

5. being promoted to a higher rank by 29 years old... (i am still 24 years old)

so, that are my goals... i hope i can achieve it no matter how hard it is for me... i know i can do it, and i will do it!


Saturday, September 11, 2010

V for,,,,?

vengeance

vendetta

very furious

very angry

very upset

very very vengeful

*you messing with me? i'm going to mess with you
twice harder than you've ever imagine!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

Selamat Hari Raya~~~

Maaf Zahir Dan Batin~